come sleep with me like god - yona wallach

come sleep with me like god
only by spirit
torture me as much as you can
 be unachivable for ever
leave me in my suffer
I will be in deep water
I will never reach the beach
also not in a gaze
nor by felling
or by flood
water down and upwards
never a sky
open air
the most close open-place
open place
always a close open place
not open and not close
means close open
means not close and not open
that I will never imagine
to see everything from up
to see the landscape from up
be only spiritual
pure pain and isolated as a sound of a pain
who wish that I will never touch
who wish that I will never know

who wish that I will never actually feel
never in real
like all your stuff
always later.